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2012-02-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

Whoopsie. Forgot to blog again....

Realised that I hardly blog...but anyways, at least I still do.

It's February already!! Chinese New Year is over and next big thing is...

MY BIRTHDAY.

I'm kidding.

It's Valentine's. :)

AND THIS SHALL BE THE END OF POST.

COS I DON'T LIKE V.DAY & MY BIRTHDAY.

Side note, I saw my eyecandy again.

Today.

woohoo.

OH, I REALISED THAT I ONLY BLOG WHEN I SEE HIM.

HAHAHAHHAHAH.

Wts. -.-

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2012-01-18T21:34:00.000+08:00

*screams* My eye candy was at the same bus stop as meeeeeeeeeeee.

HAHAHHAH! Alright, bit bitchy but...... :p

To be honest, he's not really my eye candy already. Cos I've got this huge feeling that he's a jerk......

just like him.

Good to know at first but when you flip, wo-ah.

ON THE OTHER HANDDDDDD.........

I'm blogging now cos I was reading my OTHER eye candy's blog.

( WHAT? People good looking what..... :p )

Sound pretty flirty to have so many eye candies but as said, they're only but eye candy.

Some treats for your eyes.

So good looking but so impossible to get close to.

Especially the latter one. He's like the ideal kind of guy I would want to date and be in love with lahhhhhhhhh.

Yet, he don't know me....

Well, he knows me but we're not close...at all. SADGIRL94.

It's sad isn't? I mean, You know these good looking guys but you just can't date them or know them even better...Sigh.

Alright, if you fit all these criteria then MAYBE you'll be my eye candy. HAHAHHA.

1. MUST be taller than me. I'm 174cm, btw.

2. No need to have super clear facial skin but at least not very terrible kind.

3. Cannot be skinny. Must be within healthy range or buff. Like...63kg-80kg? For height of 178 that is.

4. Look mature enough.

5. Must be able to dress like this:

I mean...seriously, guys who can dress like ^ is freakinggggggggg !!!!

HAHHA. :p

OH, bonus if you wear specs. :p

Okay, enough of eye candy. Shall hit the sack too. CNY IS SO NEAR ALR~ :p

Photos from tumblr.

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2012-01-14T23:22:00.002+08:00

ONE MORE MONTH TO VALENTINES........

I wish I had a date.

Like real boyfriend kind k!!!

OH WELL.

Finally went "New year" shopping!!!

So tired right now but.......IT WAS AWESOME.

True story.

HAHHAHA.

Shall let the pictures do the job.

So lazy to edit them.........

so yeah.

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2012-01-08T21:08:00.001+08:00

Since no one is reading anyway.......

LE SHALL POST SOME EMBARRASSING PHOTOS.

HAHAHHAH.

I'm just really bored at home........

Fail impersonation of LiQin....HAAHAH!

MY FAVOURITE ASIAN FACE.

No one appreciates it though. *sigh*

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2012-01-08T13:45:00.001+08:00

LIFE SUCKS.

The end.

Nay, I'm lazy to blog.

TTYGL.

Meow.

2011/2012

2011-12-31T01:32:00.000+08:00

Done with my End of 2011 posts!!

This shall be a post for myself~ ^_^

2011 have been a rough year for me.

I've been thru lots of ups and downs ( left and right ), trying to adapt to different situation and stuffs.

My dearest grandmother have went to a better place, a couple of friends have went away.

Of cos, there were gains too.

I got into TP netball, met new people in TP and friendships with people who I never thought of being closed to.

I can't believe that 2011 is going to end soon because from what I'm feeling right now,

I feel like 2011 have just started for me.

Guess I took a really long time to actually adapt to the new study environment,

new people, new relationships.

I guess other than all the time I've spent with my friends,

the top highlights of the year have to be

Blood donation

Losing my grandmother

Show's concert

Getting into TP Netball

HFH

Last but not least, Muji.

Muji have been a huge part of the starting of my year, I've met some really awesome people thru work.

I'm glad that I've met them. Especially Joey.

Well, not just cos he completed my dream of having a gay friend but also,

forever creating laughters in MUJI which speeds up my day and makes me want to work the next day.

Oh, don't forget, Nechiel, Cma, Ariel, Tony, Han Qi, Charisse, Dean, Rachel, Evelyn and Adrian.

They made me felt like Muji is not just a work place, but also a family. <3

H.F.H.; something that I never thought of really doing it. I mean...I kept on saying I want to shave my head but didn't really know if I meant it or not.

I guess I have to really thank Therry & Ridz for accompanying me as without them,

I really doubt I'll be so determined about it. :)

I'm glad that I went for it and I really hope that my hair now is being used as a wig. <3

TP NETBALL, honestly, this might not have been the best gain this year...

because I didn't even get to train or play much.

But hey, at least I'm in...right?

I keep telling myself this,

there must be a reason why I'm in right?

I know one of it is cos I'm tall, which is a bit bullshit, but oh wells.

Hopefully, I get to play more this upcoming year. *fingers crossed*

SHOW'S CONCERT; ONE OF THE BEST THIS YEAR. Especially when it's a gift from my parents. :)

Though I end up going alone and was really awkward...but what to do?

I have no boyf to drag along, no sisters who love Show to go with me and no friends who's willing to spend $173 for his concert. Well, even if they did...

they're in the SFC.

Sigh.

OH WELL, HIS CONCERT WAS AWESOME. <3

Losing my grandmother, It's not really a lost actually.

She just went to a better place where she won't need to suffer. <3

I hope where ever she is now, she's doing well now.

She have not really enjoyed much of her life so I really hope no matter where is she now,

she's finally doing well.

I miss you grandma, but I know it might be better this way.

<3<3<3

Blood donation; Didn't really want to put this as a highlight........

BUT I FAINTED AFTER THE DONATION WHICH WAS DAMN KUKU.

#foreverembarrassingmyself.

Anyway, had an experience this year, I might just do it every year!

^_^

That's pretty much for 2011. I survived 2011 and I'm going to survive 2012 as well.

I'm not really going to make any resolutions this year cos I know damn well that none of it really comes true... well, even if they do, I won't remember anyway.

Oh, I do have one forever resolution which forever not accomplished though...

SLIM DOWN TO ~60KG.

LOL!

END OF 2011. (1)

2011-12-30T02:00:00.000+08:00

Okay, technically it's not end of 2011 yet because it's only 30th.

However....I'll be spending my 31st partying, so I shall blog today~ ^_^

Will be splitting up my post(s) as all of it will be damn fucking long as I'm fucking naggy.

WAHAHAHHA.

ALRIGHT. This shall be the first post...

1. Peeps of 3/4Achieve.

Okay, maybe not ALL of you but majority of you. The past two years was great with all of you guys. I had lots of fun and laughter with everyone of you, regardless of if we're close or not. This is the first year out of secondary school and I have to admit, nothing beats secondary school.

With you guys around, I'm pretty much crazy and I can pretty much careless about how crazy I am.

I hope all of you are doing well in your new environment, making new awesome friends and having awesome time~

I'm pretty sorry that this year there wasn't any class gathering but I did had a really horrible experience of organising the last one as some of you guys had seriously showed me attitude and honestly not even grateful about it.......so if you're sorry, you better be. Nay, I'm kidding(Not really). I'm too busy to organise something this year. Next year perhaps. :)

2. Peeps of TF01.

HELLO PEOPLE FROM TF01. I'm surprised + shocked + ......idk what cos you're actually reading this.

Okay, Honestly, I don't know what to say. Hmmm, Its been > half a year since we know each other? As some of you would have known, I'm pretty much a superficial + straight forward + mood swing + annoying + disturbingly pervertic + forever complaining bitch. I'm sorry. I'm weird like that. HAHAHHAAH....Anywayyyyyyy, thank you for this year. Thanks for being my friend, talking to me and not outcasting me though I do really get on your nerves.

Great thanks to the Ex & present class committee too because without you guys, I doubt I'll be able to adapt to TP especially when I literally know like...no one in A.S.

I'm even more thankful to Beatrice, Fiona, Li Yi & Janice because they have to see me everyday, read my bitching tweets, attend lectures, tutorials and eat Yong tau foo/fried rice @ ITAS yet they're not sick of me.

So yeah, Thank you guys!! We shall have another wonderful upcoming year together~ ^_^

3. Deon

Okay, I just felt like writing this cos.........IF YOU WON'T THERE TO SAVE MY ASS DURING BRIDGING, I THINK I'LL BE DEAD LIKE..I don't know what. HAHAHA.

I'm glad that I'm in TP and I've actually known you!! I seriously am. Hehe. Although we hardly hang out in school and such, but still...I LIKE YOU. Simply because we have common topic and your smile is beautiful. AHHAHA. Okay, I should really stop treating this post like some confession post.........and I'm not confessing to you cos I'm straight. HAHAHHA. *that was suppose to be funny* Anyway, had a great year with you in school this year and shall see you around for another few years to go~ hehehe! ^_^

4. TP Netball.

HELLO XIAO TEAM-MATES. :p Okay, I'm honestly still not used to the xiao xiao thing...but oh well. That has brought us closer~ I'm glad that Pam actually asked me to go Perth with you guys cos I had a really good time there with all of you~ I have to say, I still feel a bit awkward with you guys ( especially on court/trainings ) and I know I'm not a good player at all..............................but oh well.

Perth is defiantly one of the things that had spiced up my 2011 and so are you guys!! Well, I'm from a neighbourhood school + only started netball when in sec 1 + Never really interact with nationals players before + play WITH players from "prestigious netball school" so everything feels so new and "wow" to me.

Especially when my school pretty much don't give much funds to sports CCA because they hardly win anything.........WHATEVER.
I feel really blessed to be able to have known every single one of you. <3 :')

:') XIAO JIAQI, WHY YOU MAKE ME XIAO EMO?

I'm gad that I've met all of you guys especially Shabrina, I really would like to thank her for always accompanying me during the awkward moments and partner with me during trainings!! :))) Also, those who've been encouraging me throughout! :))

END OF 2011 (2)

2011-12-30T00:53:00.001+08:00

5. That five person ( suppose 6 ) clique.

Ahhhhh, You guys know who you are. Obviously I'm going to bitch about you guys again. I even bitch about you guys in your face, so why not. After all, who else "entertained" me throughout 2011?

#1: First of all. I.GOT.OVER.YOU. ( kind of...I guess ) Simple, I'll NEVER comment like " Omg, why you look so good in formal clothing!! " about someone I like. Well, unless I'm already together with that person and everyone knows it. Those comments are more for my eye candies...HAHAHAH. LOL. You're not my eye

candy but I have to agree that you look good.....wait, I told you before what. -_- Okay, I swear I'm in a constant debate about how to treat you....because #1, I miss being your friend. I do. I swear I do. but #2, YOU FUCKING IGNORED ME WHEN I WAVED TO YOU BY 放空。CB. I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE WHO PRETEND I'M AIR SIA. NB. I 低聲下氣 SAY HI TO YOU, YOU STILL 放空 ME? ( okay, the language like shit, I know. ) BUT I FORGIVE YOU. Cos I'm 大方 like that. I forgive but never forgets only. #3, If I get a boyfriend or an eye candy in my group of friends...I'll tell you if you ask. So don't ask people to come dig for the name....I think if I get a boyf. everyone on twitter will know loh. -_- & you btr don't shoot back say I also ask people to ask about your life what; that's cos YOU DON'T EVEN LET ME ASK YOU. You sure you let not? You don't even acknowledge me when you see me. -.-" SEE MY DILEMMA? TSK.

#2: HELLO HELLO. We like not very close alreadyyyyyyyyyyy. But it was great to know you....cos you planned the chalet with me~~ Though they only feel bad about making you mad. LOLOL. WHATEVER LAH HOR. ( Okay, I'm a sulking bitch who gets jealous over everything...) Anyway...We didn't manage to go out with Diyana this year!! :( Sigh, we're all so busy.....I miss bitching with you sia!! HAHAH. :p Poker woman of the year, I shall see you next year and we shall bitch + shop + enjoy ourselves k!! Don't feel sad that your part so little only can? :( I very tired + cannot think alr........LOLOL!

#3: YO SISTARRRRRRRRRR. I'm glad I decided to follow you twitter. Okay, initialy I didn't really want to cos YOU ARE a 'GF > Sister' person. Don't say you're not k. Think of the times when you're dating...now, rate our relationship during that period of time & compare it with now. Or maybe I'm the "avoid people who're attached" person.......OH WELL. Anyway…2011 started out rough for both of us but I’m glad that it’s ending well! It's great to be able to bitch about stuff with you and hang out with you like the past!! I've told you long ago right? If you're a girl, you'll defiantly be one of the closest bitches. HAHAHH. And yes, it's still the same. <3 You might not be doing really well now...but hey, everyone goes thru that. At least you still get to go thru it, I'm just here feeling like a potato. Don't feel angry or stupid about what has happened, like you said, people get blinded by the so called love. Just take this as an experience, move on and open your eyes wider k. :)You have a group of supporting friends around you so don't ever feel that your life sucks or whatever shit k. I WILL STAB YOU.........with a pencil. K, YOU BETTER BE TOUCHED HOR. AND DON'T FUCKING GO CORRECT MY ENGLISH. AND DON'T LAUGH AT ME. AND STOP REMINDING ME OF MY EMBARRASSING MOMENTS. ( I should stop talking about that too...nb.-.-) I THINK I'LL SEE YOU IN 2012 YOU PERVERTIC ASS. HAHAHAHHAHA.

#4: hmmm, Nothing much to say to you ley...:/ I do miss going KTV with you & Amelia though...but I guess my voice suck too much that why you always reject my invitation and then go with other people. OH WELL. We like not that close as well....so yeah. -_-" HAVE A GREAT 2012(?) LOL!

#5: HELLO LADY. I have no idea which side should I talk about. Honestly, I just want to write bad about you. Okay, first of all, I missed your birthday. I'm sorry. I was traumatised by the movie incident. So yeah, I was mad and jealous and annoyed. OH WELL. Here's your belated wish, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!". I felt really bad about it cos I didn't get you anything and you actually got me birthday gift this year.........I'm sorryyyyyyy. Secondly, as we can see, we're not that close any more cos of #1. hahahah. I feel bad about that too cos I'm just being a bitch/immature about it. HAHAHAH. Aiya, putting #1 aside................I hope you're doing well!! I still remember we still hang out once or twice when 2011 just started but I guess we just drifted off. OH WELL. So yeah, we hardly interacted much this year but I do have to say, whenever I see the Show Luo scrape book, it never fails to make me feel touched. hhehhehe. :) I hope you've cut down on the "sudden emo" crap because that really turns people off.........and annoys the hell out of me. -.-" Alright, that's pretty much from me....hopefully you've had a great ( which I presume you did. ) 2011 and may your 2012 be a better year especially when you can now hang out with #1 as much as you want to. HAHHAHHA. Okay, 我真的是吃bu到葡萄說葡萄酸！！ *forever jealous bitch* HAHAHHAHA,

END OF 2011. (3)

2011-12-30T00:50:00.000+08:00

6. PEOPLE ON TWITTER.
@Kayywinn: Gangster faceeeeeeeee. HAHHAHA. I'm serious, I've always thought that you're some ah beng guys but I guess I have to stop judging a book by it's cover!! I'm glad that I've actually known you, well pretty late to know you but still, better late than never!! I have no idea how..but I guess it's Facebook. AHAHAH. I'm pretty surprised by how much we actually interact when in school we NEVER once talked to each other before!!! Thanks for always listening to my rant about school and stuffs, allowing me to annoy you and never once got annoyed with my nonsense. Thanks for always trying to stand up for me and asking for name when you see that someone's getting on my nerves!! I'm pretty sure 2011 have been a fucked up year for you and I hope that 2012 will be better than this year for you!! AND PLEASE HOR, MA FAN NI DU YI XIA SHU CAN? -_- tsk.

@Ridzuan26: ^_^ It was great to have been able to know you much better this year........thanks to twitter. HAHHAH. Anyway, I'll never forget that we went for H.F.H together this year~~ Wahahah. Glad that my hair is out again~ :p Pretty much had a great time with you around, not just on twitter but also in my life. Thanks for always cheering me up and all the concerns you've gave. Each and everyone of it means so much to me. It's been a tough year this year and I'm glad both of us have survived. :) Chin up, I'm pretty sure there must be a reason why we're in the course we're in now. There will be something special that will defiantly won't make you regret you took the course, like how we chose EVG and met all the awesome peeps. :))

@Ohpleaseitspork: FUTURE COMEDIAN! :p Forever making my timeline full of laughter and nonsense!! DEFIANTLY the most entertaining account I've followed!! It's lovely how every morning I wake up to see nonsense tweets from you and how my nights can be spiced up by your nonsense replies to @AhRaveAh or any other people. HAHAHA. It's magical how social networks actually makes people interact and connects. HAHAHAH. You have defiantly made my 2011 different and lively!! :)

@AhRaveAh: Hi Gay. HAHAHHAHAH. Okay, Honestly, I don't know what to write to you. You and all of your nonsense sweet talks....hahahhaha!! Well, I guess I have to thank you for filling my timeline with all the sweet little stuffs that you've said, though you say it to like EVERYBODEH....but oh wells. It's still sweet. HAHAHHA. The random concerns about random stuffs which pretty much makes my day. :) Oh, and you took time to go HFH with Ridz & I...........well, that was cos you're kaypo but anywaysssss............All the stuff you've said and done are noticed and appreciated! Thanks for making a difference in my life! :)

@therestofmyfollowers: THANK YOU ALL OF YOU WHO ARE READING MY TWEETS. Not just because you're forced to but because you're interested in my tweets. HAHHA. ESPECIALLY ALL THE SHOW LUO FANS!!! I'm not really a fan based account but those fans who've been reading my tweets, I'm really grateful to you guys as >60% of my tweets are actually about my own life.....SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

@therestofmyfollowings: THANK YOU ALL OF YOU GUYS TOO. Well, though some of you don't follow me...............but hey, YOU GUYS MAKE MY TIMELINE INTERESTING. You guys are the reason why I love going on twitter. :p

@thosepeoplewhoiknowwhoconstantlymentionsme: IF YOU GUYS ARE GONE, I'LL REALLY BE #FOREVERALONE. So why should I leave you guys out? This also meant that you guys read my tweets...........I'M A HAPPY KID ALREADY. :))))))))))))

OF COS, the creator of Twitter.........do I even need to say why? :O

END OF 2011(4)

2011-12-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

7.KeXin
XIN XIN~ Hehehhehe. Kay, we're not really very close but.........YOU ALWAYS RECOMMEND ME THE BEST FOOD MENXZXZ. CHEESE POTATO. HAHAHHAA. We should go out more cos I realize that every time we hang out.........we're ALWAYS eating. ahahhaha!! I hope you're doing well in JC~ ^_^ 2011 was great with you around~ Hope you'll have a great upcoming year!! ^_^ SEE YOU ON 2012!! :p

8. Phoebe Ng
Pheebssssssssssssss. Let me tell you the first reason why I love you. YOU CALL ME VIAN. WAHAHHAHA. I think you're the only one who calls me vian please!!! Okay, maybe others did but....they don't call it as nice as you do. HAHAHHAHAH. Thank youuuuuuuuuuuuu for tolerating my nonsense character , your persistent to make me appear in gatherings and your forever cheerful character that can brighten up my days! ^_^ I WILL SEE YOU ON 2012. WAHAHAH.

9.Hann Shen
I have no idea why you're here......................BUT YEAH, life's awesome with you around. Had a great time @ Aspire chalet cos of you~ & Sheryl & MH & Jaron & Aquil. HAHHAHA. You have always been bringing laughter into my life and I'm glad I've known you~ ^_^ OH, I'M KIDNAPPING YOUR FEDORA. I hope you've had a great 2011 and I'm pretty sure 2012 will be awesome too~~~~~ HAHAHHA. MUST BE COS OF ME. :p

10. Jacq
PRETTY BABE!!! :p First of all..........I AM SHOCKED TOO BY THE NATIONS PLAYERS. HHAHAHAH. Goshhhhhhh, I'm glad that you're actually one of the super enthu netballers!! Well, at least I have you to update me with all the netball stuffs. HAHAHHA. && I can always ask you out to watch/play netball because I know you're damn enthu. HAHHAHA. WE SHOULD REALLY GO GYM TOGETHER MORE. I REALISED THAT I'M MORE MOTIVATED TO EXERCISE WITH FRIENDS.....if not I'll just eat and gain weight like a pig. -.-" HAHAHA. I'm glad that you were part of my 2011 and will be in my 2012~~ HEHHEH. SEE YOU ON 2012!! ^_^

11. Ming Hwei
YO SAMPAT. So, heard that next year you'll be wearing a lingerie walking down orchard next year aye? HAHAHHA. I MISS YOUR SAMPATNESS K. YOU KNOW HOW BORING 2011 HAVE BEEN WITHOUT YOUR SAMPAT? :< OH WELL.....anyways, Though we haven't been hanging out much in 2011, I'm still happy that we managed to spent time despite our busy schedule. heehheeh. HAVE A GREAT SAMPAT 2012 TOO~ :P

12. Diyana
HELLO PRETTY. :p I know we haven't been talking much or interacting much in 2011.......but hey, WE STILL INTERACTED QUITE A LOT K. We went shopping, debate, gossiping........etc. HAHAHHA.
Please don't feel bad about ignoring me ( well, you should lah....I'm kidding!! ) cos I don't feel you're ignoring me ley. You're on twitter what!! WE CAN ALWAYS MENTION EACH OTHER. HAHHAHAHA. I hope 2011 has been a great year for you and hope to see you soon on 2012!! ^_^

13. LiQin
HELLO NU REN~ What can I say..........I THINK ONLY YOU WILL PEI WO FENG NAN REN. HAHAHHAHAH. I'm pretty much sorry about not being able to go for the A&F opening........but I'm pretty sure we will have more chance with hot guys. HAHHAHAH. Next year if TP year 1 have good looking ones I TRY to help you find out who k!! HAHHA. I'm pretty sure with your level of stalking skill, you won't have any problem outdoing me though.....ahhahahha!! CNY is near~ MEANS IT'S TIME TO SHOP. WE shall go on a haul soon k!! SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. :p SEE YOU ON 2012~~~ ^_^

14. Shien Kai
XMM!!!. HAHHAHAHHA. :p Okay, I rather you be my Jie Jie..................BUT OH WELLS. HAHAHHA. A HUGE THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU to you for being in my 2011!!! Well, that includes the times you accompanied me to get Ukulele, the times you organised MahJiong, the times where you join us for MJ AND the times we go out to hunt for good food... HAHHAHHA. WE STILL HAVEN'T GO FOR GUITAR SHOPPING! :< I guess we can do that on 2012!! I guess 2011 had lots of ups and downs for us but I'm just glad that you're part of my life! ^_^

15. Jiing Harn
AH HENGGGGGGGGGGG <3 I'm pretty sure I'm one of the person who've been really awesome in your 2011 cos in my 2011, YOU'RE ONE. HEHEHHEHE. Realised that I've actually spent a lot of time with you in 2011!! From AJC family day, to your umpire course, your birthday, random shopping dates, random meetups.....We actually managed to hang out for 3 consecutive Saturdays!!!! THAT IS A HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT, I REQUEST THE HIGHEST OF FIVE. *raise palm* HAHHAHA. 2011 have been great with you around, introducing me new dramas, discussing how good looking Neal is, how cute Reid was...hahahahah! :p I know 2011 have been a rocky year for you but hey! YOU'VE SURVIVED. ^_^ *HI-FIVE*! Next year is going to be another year will hell lots of awesomeness ( cos of me ). So chin up and we'll step into 2012 together~ SEE YOU ON 2012!! ^_^

16. Sheryl
WHY ELSE WOULD I FORGET YOU SHORTY? :p Okay, first of all, I know that everyday you just go like, OMG, my life sucks cos I don't see Vivian everyday..............but oh well. DEAL WITH IT. HAHAHHAHH. I will never forget how impromptu we were this year, forever last min movie, last min sleepover, last min Kinect, last min meetups, last min KOIs. HAHAHAHHA. WE SHOULD STOP BEING SO LAST MIN SIOL, esp for movie. Unless you don't want to enjoy your movie cos of some last min clog ups. HAHHAH. Though we don't see each other as much as before, you're still one of my closest sistarrrrrrrrr. OH, go learn how to wear higher heels hor, 不然你將矮，怎樣待你出門！！I'm kidding. Needless to say, your 2011 have been awesome cos of me, 2012 will be awesome cos of me too. kthanksbye. Le shall now go shit for your 2012 present. ^_^

17. Yuting
HELLO TING. HAHHAHA. I just realised that I've gave you really weird nicknames like chicken ass before............I don't even know why. -_- OKAYYYYYYY, WE DID NOT SPEND MUCH TIME TGT THIS YEAR HOR. Though we both study in the East.........HAIYO. Talking about studies.......YOU BTR STUDY HARD K, GPA 2 MIN HOR. If you don't know anything, ask your boyf for help lah!! Or can ask me, I try to help. This is not primary/sec hor, can last min chiong!! D:<
ANYWAYS, I MANAGED TO GO SWIMMING WITH YOU THIS YEAR. + GO IKEA...........AND IN THE END I DID NOT GET THAT PILLOW SIA. Walaooooooooooo. :( *sadgirl94*
I'm glad that though we didn't spend much time together this year, our friendship is still going on and strong. <3
NEXT YEAR CANDLE LIGHT DINNER AH. I BOOK YOU ALREADY HOR, TELL ME YOU NOT FREE I'LL MAKE YOU PAY FOR ABALONE. HAHAHHA.
See you in 2012 which will mark our 10years of friendship!! <3

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2011-12-17T02:58:00.000+08:00

One year is going to be over so soon!!!

Woah.

Which also means that we haven't talk to each other for at least a year...soon.

Sigh.

Saw this girl & a guy on train yesterday, they were sitting directly opposite me.

Well, the girl is defiantly oversized and the guy...hmm, average?

Reminds me of us.

:'(

We used to watch movie @ orchard, take the re-bounce train back home...

then we'll be chatting, laughing...

Oh, there's once you fell asleep though.

Sigh, those happiness can never be replaced.

I miss you so much.

I miss hanging out with you actually.

Seriously can't believe how significant you meant to me...

and how insignificant I am to you.

HAHAHHA.

You really have to explain that to me.

Sometimes, I wonder if there's even a point in writing all these.

I mean, it's not like you'll read.

It's not like, one day you'll msg me, we'll hang out and everything will be just like before.

Yeah, I know....It's impossible.

I just like to hope k?

Sometimes, I do wish that I was more confident of myself.

Trusted you more and have more faith in you.

I mean, I do trust you and stuff...

but I know that you'll leave me someday.

When that day comes, I'll most probably be crying my heart out and it'll really kill.

Guess it doesn't make a difference, does it?

I mean, look at me now, pathetic shit who can't even move on.

Still hurts me to see how fake we are to each other.

Those fake mask we put on......sigh.

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2011-12-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

Didn't realise the date today was 13/12/11!! HAHHAHA!

Anywayyyyyyyyyy....

exams on the go and here I am, blogging/waiting for my food.

HAHAHHA.

I have no idea what to blog...

I'm just sick of studying.

Like a no point.

*giggles*

Especially when people who don't give a fuck scores better than me.......

*rage*

Okay, I admit that most of the time I don't give a fuck too...

but every time I don't, I score bullshit scores kay!!!

Tsk.

I'm forever envying other people's life sia!!!!

*le sigh*

I mean, seriously.

Who gets to hang out with their crush like he/her is his/her boyf/girlf. like that?

I don't even have a crush.

-_-

Or or or, who gets to buy clothing without even having to look at the price?

Or or, who gets to drink/eat like siao ding dong and don't gain weight?

Or, who gets to gain weight but still look gorgeous?

I'm forever jealous of someone's life at one point or another....

hmmm....

I wonder who's jealous of my life?

I doubt anyone would me.

I have nothing for someone to be jealous of...

I mean, say I good in netball they jealous, but honestly, I suck at it.

Say I good looking? Oh please, If I am...I'll have like million people chasing me alr.

Say I'm clever? You must be kidding, I didn't even get 4As for Os.

Say I'm rich? All of my clothing can't even last me for 2weeks w/o repeat...

conclusion, I have nothing for others to be jealous/envy of.

K, food is here.

^_^

271111

2011-11-27T23:20:00.001+08:00

This is me. The previous style just ain't me.

I can't change anything about me, it's in my blood.

The way I blog, the way I phrase stuff, the way I look at things.

So sick of going to school, meeting people and look at how fake I am.

Have to fake this shit for what? Another 2.3 months?

Just want to get over and done with...but hey, once this is over, I'll be going thru it again right?

Sigh, meeting new people is suppose to be good for me...but why do I find it so...annoying?

Honestly, I'ms starting to feel more like you.

Which isn't really good...at all.

I'm running away from you.

I don't even know why. I mean...I want to be your friend again right?

Then why did I run? Why?

Was it cos she was there?

...

I have no idea.

To be honest, I feel nothing. All I felt was numbness.

I don't feel sad, angry, happy, fear, disgust, surprise..etc.

Okay, maybe not when I first saw you but as time pass...all I felt was numb.

Thoughts ran thru my mind like some uncontrolled lunatic.

How does it feel to have me sitting in front of you and not beside?

How does it feel to be so close to be me, yet not acknowledging anything?

How does it feel to be without me?

Does those memories of me with you haunts you when you see me in front?

For me, all I wanted to do is to get the hell out.

For once, 'EXIT' sign actually appeals to me more than the movie.

I really wanted to just stand up and walk away...but I just can't do it.

Just like how when we watched "The blood pledge"

I wanted to get away, run away so badly.

But I just won't move.

I'm sick of running away from you, sick of having to see all the happy moments you have with her

and here I am, realising how insignificant I mean to you.

Not just you, but everyone around me.

I'm sick of many things in my life.

I want the peace back.

I want the peace, serenity and happiness back.

However, I believed you have brought them together with you when you left.

261111

2011-11-26T11:16:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday.

I bet you've already received the best present in your life.

241111

2011-11-24T22:06:00.001+08:00

Just fuck off.

FUCK OFF.

You don't even deserve another chance.

YOU FUCKING CAME BACK JUST TO WALK AWAY, WHY SHOULD I GIVE YOU ANOTHER CHANCE?

What? Another chance to come back and walk away, AGAIN.?

In primary school, I wanted to runaway from people, meet people I don't know/don't know my past.

Yeah, I did that. Went to EVG without any information & notice nor discussion with anyone.

In secondary school, I want to get away from YOU.

Because you don't even acknowledge me any more,

I don't think my heart can stand how much it'll hurt, let alone to face the probability of meeting you frequently.

I went all the way to the school in East.

Life was not really that good but hey, it was manageable.

I left FB cos I'm sick of constantly checking your profile, just to wonder when will you add me back.

Well, life was great with twitter.

People cheer me up, support me, make me realise that life still can be bright without you.

Now what? You just have to go on twitter to make my life horrible?

Like I can stand seeing your username, discussing when you going out with her/them?

Like I don't miss any part of the time we used to spend?

I have to pretend that every is going to be over one day.

Tell myself that I will get over the fact that I was "replaced".

I just hate seeing that I'm no longer part of your life, how insignificant I was to you that you can just simply walk off like it's nothing.

N O T H I N G

Just get away from my timeline. Discuss using DM or whatever shit.

I really really really fucking hate myself.

231111

2011-11-23T00:03:00.001+08:00

Tough week ahead.

Endure.

161111

2011-11-16T22:34:00.001+08:00

So tired of all these shits.

111111-1

2011-11-11T01:00:00.000+08:00

First of all....HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANN SHEN! Heheh! Alright, I really miss hanging out with you during recess, laughing at all your nonsense you do with Sheryl/Ming Hwei/ Phoebe..etc, your really really randomness and laughing like siao kinahs on Orchard road talking about balls. Well, we might not be REALLY that close but hey, we do know each other for a very long time...since primary school you dude. HAHHA! OH, BOWL CUT HAIR. HAHAHHA! :P Have a great day today!! Continue to bring joy and laughters to people's life! :D

p/s: taken 2 years ago? HAHHA! (Y) ;)

111111-2

2011-11-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

Secondlyyyy, My own blog post. :) HELLO GUYS. It's 11/11/11 today! The next time this is going to happen is a hundred years later! People keep questioning, So, what's so special about 111111? Well, first of all, it's made up of ALL ones. Hahha!

Honestly, I don't know too...I just know that 11/11 means S.A.D in some places ( Single awareness day )...well, 11/11/11 just makes it more single? HAHH!

Anywayyyyy, have been sleeping PRETTY LATELY recently...1am? Not waking up early enough for lectures too! :( So screwed...btw, it's 1am now. -.- Yes, now, as I'm typing these. OH WELL.

I don't really remember why I want to blog thou...OH WELL. THEN I SHALL BLOG TMR/LATER. When I feel like. hahha!

Have a good day everyone! Let today be the best day of this week. <3

91111

2011-11-09T00:57:00.000+08:00

Hello Earthlings! I'm still awake and blogging. :) I'm a genius....I'm kidding. Really need to plan my time already, testes are going to start yet, I'm still fooling around.

Anyway, I guess everyone has their ups and down. Obviously, I was really down yesterday. Glad that today was a better day. <3 I hope tomorrow will be too. Seriously stressed out about netball. I'm in a huge dilemma if I should even put in any more effort. I mean, I really want to play and stuff....however although I feel like I've really put in effort, I still can't get near to their standard. Which also means that I can never play for POL-ITE nonetheless IVP. If that's the case, what's the point of holding on?

Speaking of holding on, I really don't know why I even bother to hold on to something that no one even bothers any more. I have no idea why. I just feel the need to hold on to it, make myself sad. I guess, that's the only thing that makes me feel human. Otherwise, I guess..I'm pretty much dead.

‎" I'm trying to smile, I'm trying to laugh, I'm trying to live another life. "

Goodnight.

71111

2011-11-07T22:58:00.001+08:00

Have been searching for song that'll describe us...for an hour? Well, I really miss you today. I don't even know why. Maybe it's because she talked about the first month of break up....it's already what, more than one year? Wow, for more than a year, we hardly talked....wait, we never talk. Yeap, I'm pretty positive about it. We never talk for more than a year...wow.

Although you said that we're still "friends". Sigh, WHY OH WHY. Why am I so insecure about myself? Why did I push you away? Until today, I still don't know if what I did was right....well, this is definitely not the outcome I wanted. Yet, if that kind of friendship continues, I pretty much would just breakdown and still continue to suffer like now. Either way..............sigh. I don't know.

People keep saying that, what's yours would be yours...I know you've actually tried to save it but I guess I was just too firm about that. What's the use of talking all these shit now? You are already long gone, what's done is done.

Obviously that you're doing fine or even, better than before. I don't need to wish you that. You don't need it too. I guess, I just want some recognition that you know I'm not fine. I just want you to feel bad and just be by my side again....yet, I know too well that even if you know I'm not fine, you'll never come back cos I'm no longer someone you know...not even someone you knew.

Really have to stop wishing that one day we will be as close as we were back in our 15s or even closer. You already have someone else in your life. xoxo.

51111

2011-11-05T02:29:00.002+08:00

-͜ -

Asian face ftw! :p Hahah...alright, I know I haven't been blogging much. ( Like always. ) I'm really lazy....and I have no idea what to blog about! Currently on my bed, falling asleep soon...but the thought of blogging hits me when I was bathing just now...so yeah. Here I am, blogging. ^͜ ^ ( *checks twitter* , Oh man..no one comment on my asian face pic. :( #foreveralone )

So yeah, have been thinking a lot lately...well, part of it must because I'm having menses these few days. You know, they just makes you moody. :/ Well, what else can I think of when I'm bored? Obviously is that issue again.

I know, for the past...2years?... or 3? I have been bullshitting about the same thing over and over again. I'm sick of it too...but I'm a really boring person. :(

Well, this time round, it's pretty positive though. As you know, we were once VERY CLOSE...okay, let's just skip all this bull shit.

The thing is, I have ALWAYS admired how she can like someone for soooooooo long....but I realised that I crush/like/love/like/miss someone for even longer! Well, longer cos I crush/like/love/like/miss the person before she actually REALLY fell for him. ( She realise she fell for him cos I kept saying it...yeah, I'm genius. ) It was hmmm, crush/like/love/like/miss at first sight? I think so. Well, I was really interested to know him the moment I set sight on him though. Hahah!

So yeah, I'm a boring person who can't get over what happened 2-3years ago. Well, I've practically wasted my 4-6years on people who have moved on long ago and doesn't give a shit. The last time such incident happened was when I'm in P6? ( PUPPY LOVE PLEASE. SO F.DUMB ) So yeah, I spent...2years(?) to recover and all that shit. ( Well, include the time I need to actually believe in falling for someone again. ) So yeah, 2years later, I'm back on track...a year after I fell for somebody, got scared, backed out and end up in shit again for another few years till now.

YEAP, my life is definitely full of shit. Hahah!!! Well, I just don't move on so fast. I don't fall for just ANYONE, if I ever fall for anyone, that person MUST BE REALLY GOOD. Okay, maybe during that point of time. I have pretty high standards. Hahah. I have a really bad shit though. Like, I just linger on with the last crush/like/love/like/miss until I can find someone btr than the last...which is really...haha...

I don't even know why am I still holding on to those memories. :/ I want to create new memories...but the number of new (mature) guys I meet now is...pathetic. I don't even have the chance to make new guy friends, I realised. First of all, I'm in a ALL-GIRLS CCA( Netball ). Secondly, My class is like, going to be the same for the next 2years.(..plus?) So yeah, No guys I would like to date in my class RN. Lastly, I'm practically so manly that I'm not at all attractive to other guys...they just make friend with another person in my clique. The most feminine, pretty, lady-like, dependent girl that every guy wants to care about. Well, that's suppose how a girl is should be....I'm just here, being manly, fat/muscular, manly, independent. Definitely NOT what a guy is looking for. Well, truth to be told, I would love to have someone to depend on too.....yet, I can't really afford that.

OH WELL, I am made up of the best formula for a #foreveralone life, I'm serious...like really serious. Sigh, I know...I write like a desperate. -_- OH WELL.

291011

2011-10-29T00:59:00.003+08:00

Guess what movie I just watched? :) I can't really say it's the best movie I've ever watched, however I must say that the storyline is really good....as in unique and new.

That got me thinking, if time was money, how would I live my life? I'm not too sure actually. I think I'll use my time, travel to ONE place that I really want to visit, ONE place that I would love to die at. :/ There's quite a few scene in the movie where it made me felt like....what's the point of having so much time when you don't even need it? Especially when JT's character's mother died. When he have so much time and have no one to spend it with.

Oh well, that's for the movie I guess. Nothing much I really felt like talking about. Anyway, it was a last minute thing with Sheryl. Again. Like always. We're forever planning last mins movie and trips. That's the thing about best friends, you can just call them and poof, you guys are outside within an hour. :) Honestly, I prefer this kind of impromptu plans than those which are planned few weeks/days before and ends up being cancelled upon.

There's training tomorrow, at four thirty. Honestly, I'm lazy to attend training. If there was a purpose on why I'm training so hard...then maybe, just MAYBE I would look forward to it. It's not that case though, trainings are so....useless to me. I don't like the coach I have, I don't like some people in the team....I just don't like how inferior I feel about myself when I'm training with them. Like I'm the most useless and not worthy player. :(

I wish, I just wish that I was much better at what I play...at least then, I won't feel so negative about oneself. :/

261011

2011-10-26T02:49:00.002+08:00

I will probably stay ugly forever, fat forever and end up dying alone. People kept on telling me that, your turn will come, your turn will come....but I seriously don't see that. You see, I'm not good at being some normal girls, I'm tall, I currently have short unattractive hair, I have a man's figure ( or, fat. ), I hardly have any feminine side.

Who.the.hell.with.a.right.mind.would.date.me.? Plus, even if there is guy who wants to date me, I might not want to date that guy too. I'm not picky, I just don't want to waste my time on a guy who I know I'd never want to have a future with, a guy who has no future.

I must admit, being single can be really boring at times. Especially when you see the friends surrounding you all falling in love, dating and break up. Some part of you just screams out that " I want to be able to feel it too, not just imagine.", " I want to care for someone too. ", " I want to be cared ", " I want to fight with someone too. "...etc. Yet, everyday you just meet people you'll never going to date. You'll just meet people you can befriend with and care for as a schoolmate/classmate/friends/close friends....never as a boyfriend.

Furthermore, I give up way too easily. If I fall in love with the same person as another friend, I give up the moment I find that out. I just pull myself out of the equation. Not that it's not worth fighting for, just that I know I'm not worthy enough to be his choice. I know, I have pathetically low self-esteem. However I know how this world works though. Being a female means you have to be short, skinny, busty, have good looks and the nature occurring "I need care/help". I'm have neither of the above. I'm fat, average, average looking and I defiantly act way too smart ass/independent to be seen as I need help.

My whole body and mind is all made for a forever alone life. So why the hell do part of me still scream the need to fall in love with someone?

221011

2011-10-22T02:15:00.001+08:00

Alright, I'm really bored. Why else would I be blogging?

Anyway....

I know that each person have different attitude/aura blah blah blah...

but I really wished that I was more like Chian Yin or Deon.

They have a very....special aura that I wish I had.

I don't know how to describe it but...it's forever in those pretty and rich girls.

Really envy how they can shine without any effort, they just automatically stand out.

Rich, Skinny, Pretty ( If you're skinny, you're most probably pretty - to me ), artistic(?)

OH, they have great photography skills too.

....or editing skills.

They always make their photo look so...alive.

Here I am, like a 粗魯婆.

*le sigh*

In my mind, my ideal life was to have a life like theirs(?).

I wanted my childhood to be more arty.

Like attending ballet classes, piano lessons, have an active lifestyle.

Grow up to be skinny and pretty, smart and arty.

Although that's not what I've got.

You may say that you can try and "create" those traits...

but it's just not the same.

I've tried "creating" them, but on me it just looks fake.

While on them...it's like, it's in their bones.

:'(

I wonder,

if I have any traits that is in my bones and someone actually wish they have it.

Sigh, I'm unique.

161011

2011-10-16T00:39:00.000+08:00

Constantly debating about the pros and cons of suicide in my head.

Also, the best way to die so that i can donate my organs.

*le sigh*

131011

2011-10-13T23:51:00.001+08:00

AMELIA~

Love her to bits.!

Always accompanying me when I'm bored..

Sampat with me~~ :p

Went Har pa villa (?) with her today.

It was...boring.

WELL, AT LEAST I WENT THERE/

ahhaha!

Shopped with her and went dinner together with her mum!

Mhhmm.

I'm a shopaholic siol!!

Keep wanting to buy stuff.

-_-"

Mehhhhhhhhhhhhh, I want to sleep.

So tired!

Feel so old now....sigh

121011

2011-10-12T00:07:00.001+08:00

111011

2011-10-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

Sigh, people just walk away.

All the time.

Day 27, 28, 29, 30

2011-10-11T02:05:00.004+08:00

These was supposed to be up like months/years ago....but here it is!

Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day.

That would have to be Rachel Thia!

Hehehehe.

It was the first day at work, I don't know anybody and although it's only her second day...

she was damn friendly and helpful!

She eventually became my best workmate. <3<3

ahhhhh, miss her so much...

Well, hope she does well for her O levels! :)

Day 28 - Someone that changed your life

Honestly, I don't know who to write about...

Everyone in my life have changed my life...wait, they don't change it.

They shape my life...

So yeah, EVERYONE made a change in my life.

Whether they used to be here, still here or will be here in the future. :)

Day 29 - The person you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to.

Hmmm...Phil Teoh? Justin Sieow?

.....I don't know actually.

I have things that I want to tell Phil so badly but when the words are at the edge,

it just won't come out...

Plus, we ain't as close as before any more.

Sigh. :/

And for Justin........................

That's just a huge lump of mess.

Part of me wants to be back to the past where I can tell him EVERYTHING

and part of me just hates him to the core for not being able to understand my reason.

I'm constantly doing things that are in-consonant to how I feel and it's really killing us me.

I DON'T KNOW LAH.

He thinks that it's over between us anyway,

Well at least he'd drawn a pretty clean line with me. :/

HAHHAHAHH :'(

Day 30 - Your reflection in time mirror.

Fat, ugly, fat, fat, fat, fat, useless.

111011

2011-10-11T01:25:00.002+08:00

Sigh, I really hate quarrelling with my close friends.

I'm sorry @twitshienkai.

I'm really afraid of losing someone close to me...again.

So sensitive nowadays.

So afraid of so many things.

That's just not me...

111011

2011-10-11T00:38:00.003+08:00

You like to bring me down, don't you?

31011

2011-10-03T02:21:00.000+08:00

So relaxing!!!

21011

2011-10-02T03:39:00.001+08:00

Alright, this is not going to work.

Frequent post only during holidays.

MEH.

I only blog when I'm free or when I have things I want to rant.........

for everyone to see.

HEHEHHE.

IT'S RAINING NOW~~~

*rain dance*

Shall turn in after this post.....

talking about turning in...

MY BIO CLOCK IS SCREWED.

I'm sleeping at time like 3am EVERYDAY and waking up at time like 1pm.

I'm serious.

THIS IS A SERIOUS ISSUE.

I feel so hyped/energetic during the night that I don't know what to do!!!

:< need to sleepppppppppp.

Hmmmm, any tips on healthy sleep?

LOL.

K, I NEED TO PEE AND SLEEP.

Am I the only person who enjoys the sound of the keyboard when you type?

*tiak, tiak, tirck*

LOLOLOLOLOL.

11011

2011-10-01T00:53:00.002+08:00

Okay, I know this is really really lame.......

I hate it when people like/get into things they decided to hate.

I HATE IT.

Seriously.

For example, A:" "x" is bullshit!"
3months later,

A:"Okay, I hope that "x" works..." Or " OMG, "x" is awesome "

SERIOUSLY?

FUCKYOU MAN.

Well, before you judge me, here's why.

Cos when that person hates that thing so much,

someone else believes/loves/put trust in that thing.

For example,

11:11.

Yes, it might be bullshit to a lot of you....

However when you have nothing left to hold on to,

ANYTHING can be a hope.

ANYTHING.

No matter if it's true or bullshit or whatever.

You judged at people who believes in something that you didn't needed.

You DON'T KNOW anything.

When it's your turn to lose hope and you needed something to hold on to,

you turn to things that you've once called "BULLSHIT".

Seriously?

Yes, I'm mad.

I'm mad that people who don't understand thinks that they know EVERYTHING.

I'm mad that people thinks that they're so mature, so different.

I'm mad that they act like a bully sometimes.

Seriously, don't judge something so fast.

DON'T.

Give EVERYTHING a chance.

There must be a reason for something.

Before you decide to choose a side/judge the rest, THINK.

Going back on your words just makes me feel....

I don't know....

I just feel like these people can't be trusted.

They just goes back on their words too easily.

30911

2011-09-30T00:22:00.002+08:00

I dream about going to a cafe one day,

a guy walks over and introduces himself,

we chat, befriend, fall in love, date and marry.

Just like what happens in all drama,

we end up living happily ever after.

27911

2011-09-28T01:24:00.003+08:00

26911

2011-09-26T19:54:00.003+08:00

GUESS WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING AT HOME!

damn right.................

DANCE!

Well, not really dance but "playing Kinect's Dance Central".

Why the " "?

I play it without Kinect.
That's why.

AND.......try figuring it out how by yourself. :p

Honestly, Kinect is really really fun...

My house is just too fucking small, if not I would've gotten one.

AND, ANOTHER WEEK OF STAY AT HOME BEGINS TODAY.

_|_

6weeks, I seriously am going to stay at home for 6 weeks.

So proud of myself...not.

I should get a job right?

Okay, anyone have job offers?

Tweet me please!

@___kickass

Or maybe I should just call Alexia........

But they don't offer a lot..........

URGH. :/

24911

2011-09-24T19:39:00.002+08:00

OHHHH, and that photo fell.

Finally much?

Have been stuck at home for the......3rd week?

Honestly, I'm sick of it.

Was about to ask this group of friends out to Seoul garden....

but they went ahead without me.

OH WELL.

Here I am, sitting in a corner, drawing circles.

Everything in this world is asking me to DON'T hangout with them any more..........

but they're my friendssssssssss.............................

right.

Someone should just stab me to death.

23911

2011-09-23T02:45:00.002+08:00

Alright, let's start off with this chioooooo picture of mine.

I'm kidding, That's not me.

Well, not current me anyway.

(Oh, I went for 5 cosmetic surgery. So that's the PAST me. )

so....HEY GUYS.

What have all of you been up too?

oh, oh, oh, my favourite topic.

WHO'S ATTACHED?

*Raise hands*

Oh, only me? ....oh...

ANYWAY, so yeah.

Lots of my close friends are attached...

and here I am, SINGLE.

Well, that has been my fate since I was born.

So yeah.

WHO'S SINGLE?

*Raise hands*

OH DON'T BE SAD.

WE CAN BE #FOREVERALONE TOGETHER.

I mean, seriously, Don't freak out.

You're still young.....okay, unless you're like 30.

If you're 30 and still single...

I think you can just hook up with any guy and have sex.

I'M KIDDING.

I'm still hesitating about making this blog into a emotional shit blog...

it might be a BIG turn off right.....?

OH WELL.

FOR THE SADDIST "OUT THERE",

YES, THOSE FUCKING BITCHES ARE STILL AFFECTING ME.

happy? _|_

DON'T take what I post SERIOUSLY, unless otherwise.

I'm just full of crap. AS ALWAYS.

& it's 3am! WHAT DO YOU EXPECT?

OKAY, THAT'S IT.

2011-09-23T02:36:00.000+08:00

Final note, I'm back on BLOGGER.
Give me some time.

I don't blog much anymore.

I'm backkkkkkkkkkk

2011-04-29T21:48:00.002+08:00

I'M BACK, I'M BACK, I'M BACK!

YOOOOOOOOO.......

Since I'm back, this also means that.....I HAVE MY LAPTOP. WHOOP WHOOP.

WELL, I'll just post this for now. Will think of what to post. HAHAH!

Loveme,Loveyou

2010-11-09T19:54:00.002+08:00

ANGANGANG (sounds like doraemon, HAHAHA). I know you miss miss miss miss miss miss miss me very very very very very very very muchie. A picture of us for you as your motivation even though your paper is ending, I'm sure you need motivation toooooooooooo.

HAHAHAH. Lets go shopping after you're freeeeeeee.

Goodbye. Loveyou :D

2010-11-08T15:21:00.000+08:00

http://sunshineseptember.wordpress.com
I've enough of blogger. Till next time I get a laptop, NO BLOGGER. HA!

2010-11-06T13:48:00.001+08:00

Too much good things are bad for you.
Too bad, you have no idea how to control.

2010-11-02T22:11:00.002+08:00

2NE1!! ;))

Totally about you. fuck.

Oh my hell!

2010-10-31T15:29:00.001+08:00

I THINK I MIGHT BE DITCHING BLOGGER FOR WORDPRESS. cos Wordpress have better app than Blogger....okay, screw this. I'm ditching both of you for Tumblr. Hehe.

Blogger, onsugar, Wordpress, Tumblr, xanga, or what?

Bush?

2010-10-30T23:05:00.001+08:00

Yayayay. I am slacking like Wtf. I haven't study a single shit and now its my current favourite song on FM. Hahahah. Okay lah, seriously need to study. Lalalal. Beware, I've got new apps to stalk people. If you think someone is stalking you...........YOU'RE JUST BEING PARANOID.! Teehee.

2010-10-27T20:19:00.001+08:00

2010-10-27T19:56:00.002+08:00

OKAY, I shouldn't be here posting shit and stuff cos I've go AMATHS tomorrow...BUT I seriously feel like posting.
OKAY. THIS IS WHAT, I'M JUST GOING TO POST HATING POST. I DON'T CARE.

ANWAY, FYI, IFUCKINGHATEYOUTOO.IDONTGIVEAFUCKINGDAMNIFYOUCAREANOT.IMEANSERIOUSLY,LET'SJUSTHATEEACHOTHERANDENDTHISSHITBECAUSEIHAVENOIDEAWHYTHEFUCKAREYOUFUKINGMADATME.YESIHAVENOTHINGELSETOSAYEXCEPTFUCKFUCKFUCK,YOUTHINKILIKETOSEEYOU?NOIDONT,IWASSTILLTHINKINGABOUTEXPLAINGINGITTOWHATHAPPENLASTSUMMERBUTNOW,IDONTGIVEAFUCK.
WHYTHEFUCKDIDIBOTHERABOUTYOUANYWAY?OHYEAH,FORTHATTHING.WTH,ICANIMAGINEYOUTEARINGUPALLTHATSHITANDPRETENDTHATNOTHINGHAPPENANDGOONWITHYOURBLOODYSELFISHLIFEANDHEREAMIBEINGGRATEFULTHATIHAVETHATTHING.WHYTHEHELLDIDWEENDUPLIKETHISAGAINITHOUGHTWEVEPATCHEDHUH.WTHISWRONGWITHMEANDYOUORYOUANDME.WHYTHEHELLDOYOUSTILLBOTHERREADINGTHIS,WHYTHEFUCKDOYOUGIVEADAMN.
IGIVEADAMNTOYOURBLOODYSHITCOSITHOUGHTTHATYOUWERESTILLTHEREAPPARENTLYYOURENOT.ANDNOWICANTSAYTHATIWOULDOFFICIALLYDONTCARECOSNOMATTERWHATISTILLCARETHATSWHYBEINGMEISSHITTYIHOPETHATALLTHISSHITWILLENDANDIWILLNEVERMEETPEOPLELIKEYOUAGAINWHODONTKNOWHOWTOAPPRICIATELIFEANDTHOSEWHOTREATYOUGOOD.FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

urgh, why the *)#$@&*(@$#^*(@$#&$*()#& that all this ^$(*#&^*(@#&(@&#(*@ is still happening. I SWEAR THAT THIS TIME, ITS NOT ME.

If I told you what happen, will you tell me what happened too??!?!?!??!
COS SERIOUSLY, I CAN'T READ MINDS. ESPECIALLY YOURS. ASSHOLE.

Goodie Luckie.

2010-10-24T21:43:00.001+08:00

GOODLUCK FOR YOUR O's TOMORROW.

ALL THE BEST & HAVE FUN ! ♥

-Kindsoul :D ♥

Imma here again!

2010-10-09T23:58:00.003+08:00

Hmmm. Kind soul is here to help to revive a dead blog ! ^^

Well, Guess who I am ;) . Kind soul obviously. :D

& OI. VIVIAN ANG. I.VERY.LONG.NEVER.SEE.YOU.ALREADY.LEH.YOU.DIE.ALREADY.ANOT.! :D

Mug for your O's ok! Study study study!. All the bestttttttttttt !

Byebye. While you're studying, I'm gonna sleep.

Goodnight. It's 101010 nowwww! hohoho!

Miss me!

2010-09-25T18:28:00.001+08:00

I miss the time where we can talk about anything and everything.

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omg. fml.

2010-09-09T20:45:00.001+08:00

this sucks, I can't seems to connect to my house internet. helppppp

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2010-08-12T19:15:00.002+08:00

2010-08-11T22:29:00.000+08:00

I can never understand whyyyyyyyy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2010-08-09T20:33:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHIL.
LOOK FORWARD TO TOMORROW.
I KIND OF THINK TH PRESENT JUSTIN AND I BROUGHT FOR YOU IS AWESOME.
Kind of...It burnt my pocket okay!!!
:(

Anyway, you have been a super duper awesome friend and I swear that my life would suck without you. ( I guess. )
Stay awesome.
I don't know what to say to you...
Well, your yellow jokes are really funneh but you should learn how to control.
You don't want to pollute th innocent minds ( like mine ). (A)

2010-08-09T20:25:00.005+08:00

This few days was awesome.
Went back Malaysia and my cousin and I went KTV.
It's damn freaking cheap kay.
Each person is only 22RM++, which is like 10++SGD.
PLUS, the time we went was night time, suppose to be th "golden time"..IT WAS WEEKEND.
Gosh, living in Singapore is a hard thing.

Went out to buy Phil's birthday present today...
and managed to window shopped.
Great, I'm broke and I saw lots of temptations out there.
T_T

Someone drop me a trillion bucks pleaseeeeee....
ANYWAY, I swear I'm going to save money to buy a convertible car.
I'm crazy.
I HAVE PRETTY NAILS....kind of.

2010-07-31T11:52:00.000+08:00

I think I should really update my blog... It kinda irritates me that I have the same post every time i access my blog. hahaha! apparently, th reason im updating it now is cos im using my brother's phone for internet. laziness totally took over me, oh yeah! okay, this is whay i want to say. im awesome. dont deny it cos if im not you wont be reading this alr. oh yeah.

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

2010-07-13T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
My youngest brother.
In th end, he also never do the thing he promised. -.-

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

2010-07-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

ME. AHAHHA.

I AM GOING THROUGH THE WORST OF TIMES. HA!.

-.-

SPAIN FTW!!!

Day 22,23,24

2010-07-11T11:35:00.001+08:00

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to ( 09/07/10
THIS IS LATE. BUT WHO CARES.

I want give second chance to ____________.

okay that's all. bye.

HAHAH. -.-

Seriously, i don't know who. WHO NEEDS A SECOND CHANCE?

Come, I give you. :p

Day 23 — The last person you kissed. (10/07/10 )
*AHEM.* no one. -.-

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory(11/07/10)

ERRRR, quite alot leh.

I got quite alot fav. memory.

._.

But, most of it are like not really related to me? ( kind of. )

Okay, One person is...I give up. Later you all say I basis, then this then that. -.-

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

2010-07-08T01:50:00.001+08:00

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

JUSTIN SIEOW.

HAHHA. HAHHAHA. HAHHA.

I'm serious! My first impression of him was

"omg, He's tall, He might play some basketball ( indoor type ) but abit of tan will do him good though. I guess he must be a flirt cos he looks like those with alot of women beside him... "

I AM FREAKING SERIOUS ABOUT THAT.

HAHHAHAHAHAHHA.

Okay, apparently only the basketball thingy was incorrect..

WHO SAYS YOU CAN'T JUDGE A BOOK BY IT'S COVER. :p

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

2010-07-07T00:00:00.003+08:00

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

My primary school friends will know who!.

It was stupid but it can't be controlled!

It was a stupid one-sided puppy love lah.

Obviously, I got rej cos I look/act/everything about me was so sucky.

The moment I got rej I was damn damn damn heartbroken, literally.

For a sec, I was grateful that it was through an e-mail. HAHAH!

It takes courage for guys to confess to girls but it sure takes more courage for a girl to confess.

Thinking back about it, It was stupid but still,

it was a great experience.

I guess that's what that made me choose SO WISELY now.

hhahah!

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

2010-07-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

There is two person actually.

They pesters my mind in a bad way cos I will always wonder if they are having an affair right this moment.

HAHAHH!

Just kidding lah.

I'm just typical kaypo want to know if they are going to date anot.

很调人味口！

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

2010-07-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

I WISH I COULD BE ALIEN/ XIAO SHUANG.
Then I can stick with Show luo / Ka jiao Show for no reason. :p

2010-07-04T03:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYY~

2010-07-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

HENG JIING HARN!

Happy happy happy birthday!!!

YAY! You're sixteen alr!

Can watch NC16 movie and, can go for club events..

BUT YOU STILL CANNOT DRINK.

It's okay, we will be 18 soon~~

Anyway, Today is your birthday so I hope you'll enjoy yourself!

Go out, have a party! (L)

Don't forget, Vivian is always here okay!

So if you want to gossip about anyone just call me~

Well, you have been one of the best in my life,

My schoolmate, my classmate and most importantly my TEAMMATE / PARTNER.

Anyone can replace you as my school but not my classmate or teammate/partner!

I really really really love how you always lighten th mood of a very serious class!

And how you can make the awkwardness between people disappear!

Of cos, I really appreciate the effort you have put in for netball,

the effort you made, so that we can have more chemistry!.

Also...

How your ankle hurts so much yet you're still so determined to continue trying to achieve your best.

How you never give up on court cos you know you can't give up half way.

How no matter how emotional you are you would try not to let your emotions affect others day.

I really really appreciated that.

Thanks for being my schoolmate!

Thanks for being my class mate and bring joy to the boring class!

Thanks for being my 最佳排档！

lastly,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Have a sweeeeet SIXteen!

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

2010-07-04T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

err, childhood = k2.

Chan Kit Seng.

I don't know him.

We have been in th same class in k2, Primary 4, Sec 2 but seriously, I DONT KNOW HIM.

Other than the fact that his name is Chan kit seng.

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

2010-07-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

My lovely cousin Yee wen~~!!
She's one year younger than me and we kick off really well cos we don't have age gap!

I would spent my time at her house whenever I have holidays and I'm free.

She's th best damn cousin I ever have.

SHE KNOWS HOW TO PLAY GUITAR AND HER BROTHER KNOWS PIANO.

Plus, she's really clever. :/

Anddddd, I love her cos she would always entertain me with her stories.

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

2010-07-02T11:11:00.002+08:00

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

The person I miss th most is SHOW LUO.
I'm serious!!! I miss him the most. :)

Although you might go,

C'mon you don't even know him!

Sooooo? I still miss him the most. SHOW (L)

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

2010-07-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

TANYUANYU!

It's true lah, I still remember we used to be so close friends

and we would spend our afternoons at void decks chatting and eating!

It was fun loh, until something happened ( which I'm still not sure what. ).

Then we drifted apartttttttttttttttttttttttt.

After th "something" was over,

We're not that close anymore cos I guess it's th awkwardness.

Plus, We went different secondary school = harder to keep in contact. :p

Anyway, we still have a subway date.

Let's seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Subwayyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

2010-06-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

That person loh.*points*
....

Well, I don't know if that person still remember this incident but seriously, it still bugs me lah.
I did something really really really bad and he nvr said anything about it.
I mean, someone told th teacher but he denied it. ( to save me I guess...)
But I feel so bad cos I didn't even apologize to him!
I guess I can only hope for one day during our gathering I'll get the chance to apologize in th face.
I just hope he can forgive me. :/

And, he still treats me as a friend after that, this made me felt worst.
:((

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

2010-06-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Apparently, I cannot say who.
I want to, but i just can't!
Okay, I hate this person the most cos the person is just freaking selfish.
I mean seriously, it irritates me alot. :/
I pity your future spouse.

Thinking that whatever you have done,

you did it cos you must have gained something from it,

I FEEL SO CHEATED.

and it irritates me.

sorreh!

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

2010-06-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Talked about this a million of times alr!! I WANNA MEET ALBERT EINSTEINS.
I don't know why but I just wanna meet him and ask why is he so clever!
I bet alot of scientist wants to meet him too. hehhe!

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

2010-06-27T00:00:00.002+08:00

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Hmm... I think it's....Eugene?
I don't know, I want to chat with him but most of th time I don't know what to chat.
Apparently, Different school made that worst.
-.-

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

2010-06-26T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

I wish i could meet Ellen DeGeneres.

Then I would love to tell her how funny her show is and seriously, she looks young.

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

2010-06-25T00:00:00.001+08:00

Day 8 — Your favorite Internet friend

This one i can write th name. Cos I've only got one fav. Internet friend.

WILSONBAYGL. HAHAH.

Well, Long time never contact him alr though. cos I think he got a steady and his phone spoil and lots of other reason...

But still, he's my fav. Internet friend cos I don't know him so I can blubber all the unhappy things to him and he would listen to me. :)

I would never need to worry that he would tell anyone about it cos I'm sure he don't know anyone i know so even if you tell, It would not affect me. ehheh. :)

It's cool to have had you around. I'll...find you soon. hehehheh.

One effective way to kill time. :D

2010-06-24T02:20:00.000+08:00

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage:

Pepsi

2. Last phone call:

idk

3. Last text message:

-no idea.-

4. Last song you listened to:

...

5. Last time you cried:

....

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Been cheated on: no

8. Kissed someone & regretted it: no

9. Lost someone special: kinda

10. Been depressed: yes.

11. Been drunk and threw up: no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. red

13. ~~orange~~ white

14. yellow

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: ...kinda

16. Fallen out of love: no

17. Laughed until you cried: yes

18. Met someone who changed you: ..kinda?

19. Found out who your true friends were: yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you: no

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: no

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: most

23. How many kids do you want to have: 0/1

24. Do you have any pets: not really

25. Do you want to change your name: no

26. What did you do for your last birthday: nothing special that i can rmb.

27. What time did you wake up today: 12pm

28. What were you doing at midnight last night: physics

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: after os

30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2hrs ago

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: ...

32. What are you listening to right now: ...

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: no

34. What's getting on your nerves right now: sleep

35. Most visited webpage: facebook

36. Whats your real name: vivian ang li qi
37. Nicknames: ...

38. Relationship Status: single
39. Zodiac sign: ._.

40. Male or female?: female

41. Primary School: Marsiling primary

42. Sec School: Evergreen secondary

43. JC/POLY/ITE: Poly

44. Hair colour: Blackish-brown.

45. Long or short: long

46. Height: 173cm

47. Do you have a crush on someone?: no
48: What do you like about yourself?: ...optimistic?

49. Piercings: 3

50. Tattoos: no.
51. Righty or lefty: Righty

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: 8yrs old

53. First piercing: 5 or 6 yrs old

54. First best friend: Hui Qin ( Lee )

55. First sport you joined: Netball
56. First vacation: Malaysia
58. First pair of trainers: x.x

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: nothing

60. Drinking: nothing
61. I'm about to: sleep
62. Listening to: nothing
63. Waiting for: time to pass

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: not really./
65. Get Married?: not really
66. Career: Doctor / Nurse

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs

69. Shorter or taller: shorter
70. Older or Younger: younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: stomach
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: no

77. Drank hard liquor: no

78. Lost glasses/contacts: dont wear those.
79. Sex on first date: NO. EYUK, WTF ARE YOU THINKING?!

80. Broken someone's heart: I dont think so. (L)

82. Been arrested: no

83. Turned someone down: er, yes?
84. Cried when someone died: no.

85. Fallen for a friend?: duh.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yes

87. Miracle: yes

88. Love at first sight: no.

89. Heaven: no

90. Santa Claus: yes (Y)

91. Kiss on the first date: no

92. Angels: no

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: no.

95. Did you sing today?: yes

96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: pretty far. I guess back to my 1yr old.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: September 19

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: kinda.

100. Posting this as 100 truths?: no. :p

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

2010-06-24T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

EH SHIT! I wrote about this alr ley.
I mean, I don't have any of th above except th last.

So refer to day 2. HAHAH!

Day 6 — A stranger

2010-06-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

Day 6 — A stranger

...OH YEAH, I got this stranger stuck in my head.

Kind of stupid but...hehheh.

Okay, so this particular day I took th bus 911.

And this stranger came and sit th sit opposite me.

I was kind of shock cos normally, only uncles / aunties want to sit opposite me.

That guy was...shuai.

HAHAH..

Above average. ( to me )

I did a scan, Okay, he knows how to dress up and he looks like he's going to town.

Still, Shuai.

And, he's fit.

Shuai.

and he's rich.

HAHAH, how I know?

LV wallet / branded watch ( forgot th brand ) okay.

Okay, maybe he's not that rich to you but anyone who owns Authentic Branded stuff is rich to me okay!

So yeah, He's stuck in my head taking 1b of my memory space. ( AHHAH. )

Day 5 — Your dreams

2010-06-22T00:00:00.004+08:00

Day 5 — Your dreams

My dream is to be a doctor. But that will never come true.

I know it deep in my heart.

That's why it's my dream

Heheh.

I want to be a doc cos I can officially cut people up.

Just kidding.

I wanna save people, give them hope give them dreams.

Another of my dream is to sit on clouds.

I think I watched too much doreamon ( ? ).

HAHAH.

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

2010-06-21T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

AWR: MY BROTHER FOR LIFE. Nothing's gonna change that FACT.

Well, I watched you grow up.
I'm like your second mum. HAH.
Okay, although we are only like 2 years apart but I'm definably more mature then you.

You owe me 2 years...wait it's sixteen. You have never given me birthday gifts okay.
But I'm glad that after all these years, you've grown ( abit ) and know how to think.
AND, I know you cared for my in your own ways.

ILY. heheh.

Oh, I think you need to tolerate my nonsense of going into your room for no reason for a LONG time.

I'm always bored. hehe.

Day 3 - your parents

2010-06-20T00:00:00.002+08:00

Day 3 - Your Parents.

Like every single parents on Earth, you guys LOVE to nag me.

Well, it's for my own good but it's really irritating.

You guys may not be th best parents anyone could have but you guys are th best to me.

Dad: I know you love me alot and really try to get me anything I want,

I know how hard you worked in order to satisfy AWR, ACY and my craves for toys/gadgets.

I'm really grateful to have you as my dad..

but one thing. CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SMOKING.

it's freaking smelly.

Although you don't smoke in front of any of us but still, STOP SMOKING.

Mum: HEY YO MUM. heheh, Just kidding. Mum i just wanna tell you something,

I can see the effort you try to please me.

I can see th effort that you try very hard to make amends.

I can see all that it's just I was keeping quite.

Don't give up on anything okay. :)

And to both of you, I know although we're a family,

We're not that close cos you guys are always working and I'm always studying/away/busy.

but still, I love you guys.

Day 2 - Your crush

2010-06-19T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 2 - Your Crush

Myyyyy crush. I have no idea who to write. I mean, I don't have one NOW.

Why not an ex-crush. hehe.

Day 2 - Your ~~Crush~~ ex-crush

Okayyyyyy, to my ex-crush.

Well, Thanks for being a jerk and made me see your true face.

^^v

Just kidding.

Okay, serious note.

Hmmm, You know, you just stand out among other people.

Something about you just tells me that you're different from th other guys.

Somehow I managed to spent some happy times with you during the point of time i had a crush on you.

Well, those memories were nice and beautiful and

no matter what a jerk you are now ( to me ),

I would still think that those memories are sweet.

Sometimes I hope you will never know that i had a crush on you but I would secretly wonder if you knew.

It was fun having a crush on you cos I get to know th other side of you.

Thanks for trusting me and showed me th other side of you and lastly,

I'm so sorry for betraying your trust.

Things just change like how you turned into a jerk. ( to me )

this post about my ex-crush is so freaking funneh.

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

2010-06-18T00:00:00.000+08:00

Day 1 — Your Best Friend(s)
( credits : Urban dictionary. )

Best Friends are very special people in your life. They are the first people you think about when you make plans. They are the first people you go to when you need someone to talk to. You will phone them up just to talk about nothing, or the most important things in your life. When you’re sad they will try their hardest to cheer you up. They give the best hugs in the world! They are the shoulder to cry on, because you know that they truly care about you. In most cases they would take a bullet for you, coz it would be too painful to watch you get hurt.

Thanks for being my best friend. Thanks for tolerating all my nonsense.

I know I might not be th best friend you have ever met but you're ~~one of~~ th best that I've met.

It's good to have you around, I can always make last minute changes to our plans and you wouldn't mind.

I can call you up for no reason and just fool around and you wouldn't mind.

I can do/say stupid stuff and you would still laugh at them even if it's not funny.

We might not be as close as before but hey, in my heart you will ALWAYS be my best friend.

You know when I'm not happy with you and surprisingly, you would avoid me,

always giving me time to chill and think.

I guess that's why our friendship last. :)

Well, I hope it will last forever.

2010-06-17T15:34:00.003+08:00

( credits : Jiing Harn. b-t-w, thanks for finding something that I could do. hehe. )

Day 1 — Your Best Friend
Day 2 — Your Crush
Day 3 — Your parents
Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)
Day 5 — Your dreams
Day 6 — A stranger
Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend
Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from
Day 15 — The person you miss the most
Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country
Day 17 — Someone from your childhood
Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be
Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad
Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression
Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 — The last person you kissed
Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory
Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 — Someone that changed your life
Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror

2010-06-16T03:37:00.000+08:00

awwwwwwww,
It's okay Kangin!
We still love you. ! heheh.

2010-06-16T03:32:00.001+08:00

Yesung is sooooo cute when he scores!.
*aww*

2010-06-11T13:53:00.001+08:00

Way better than that JJLIN cheer.
-_-
*sorrehhhhh*

2010-06-08T23:24:00.002+08:00

I still feel awkward sharing my blog.
But whatever.
Last day of remedial.
YAY...not.
I need to do homework.
Like seriously, start doing.
I always says that but i end up doing nothing!
Oh wait, I end up using facebook, liking all the crap I see.
-_-
This sucks.

And at night, I just keep on going to th forum.
-_-
WHY MUST SHOW ONLINE LIKE SO LATE.
Chicken ass.
Actually, I also don't know why I want to wait for him to online.
It's not like I could do anything.
-_-
But..Whatever.

Fans..Fans..Fans..
Nyah, I'm a Fan of Show, but I'm just not that crazy.
._.
I guess I'm in th 默默支持 A.K.A 冷静无声派..
I just feel AWKWARD.
Like seriously,
for a "new fan" like me, I seriously don't know much about him
and when you see those hardcore fans who really track him, his routine and
know him probably better then himself,
you feel awkward.

*_*
sometimes I think I cannot make it in this "chase your idol" thing.
If I ever work as a journalist, I hope I don't end up being th paparazzi.
I think I'll screw my job.

Oh bythway, Ng Yu Ting, there is this thing called, label.

NOISY

2010-06-08T15:55:00.002+08:00

VIVIAN IS SO NOISY NOW.
SOMEONE HELP ME TO ENTERTAIN HER.

Y U T I N G .

bye.

2010-06-05T22:53:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I don't know why some things happen.
I want things to turn back but I guess it's just too impossible.
Even if it did, it would be super awkward.
Sigh.
WHAT WAS WRONG.
seriously.

2010-06-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

I think, I think, everything is going left.

2010-06-01T22:34:00.001+08:00

MY TUMB ):

2010-06-01T21:56:00.003+08:00

MY TUMB HURTS LIKE HELL .

ALL THANKS TO VIVIAN AND HER BUN ):

ROAR.

YUTING.

2010-06-01T20:15:00.000+08:00

I feel like adding my blog authors to 100 authors.
SO COOL RIGHT.
^^v

xD

2010-05-31T21:00:00.012+08:00

HELLOOOOOOOOOOO.

Firstly, Vivian Love Yuting ! :D

Secondly, Vivian sucks at making half boiled egg.

Six eggs with four in the rubbish bin and Two in our tummy.

Plus, that two, isn't really prefect .____.

Gahhhhhhhh.

Ok. Atleast, *VIVIAN know how to make it

and she use less than 10 eggs. Its good for a first timer already, right ? (:*

*VIVIAN forced me to post this up ! *

Whatever. Good try, DUMB DUMB :D

Lastly, Swimming rocks (: .

Talking to yuting rocks too.

Walking all over the place with yuting definitely rocks tooooooo.

Overall, Yuting rocks :D !

That's all.

fyi, Yuting here helping that dumb dumb vivian to update her dummy blog

before she forgets what to blog about, again .

And also, telling all readers how much I rocks.

I definitely rocks your life :D .

Goodbye ! :D

Miss me, i'll be back soon.

Maybe not. Or vivian will KILL me .

Just don't forget to miss me .

I'll miss you too :D .

HAHAHA. VIVIAN GOT RETEST TOMORROW.

AND I'VE GOT ORAL TOMORROW. WHICH SUCKS SUPER MUCH.

BUT WHATEVER IS IT. GOOD LUCK TO YOU. DUMMY :D .

GOOD LUCK TO ME TOO .

And before I forget, Gweeeeeeeee. stop being grounded. Stupid!

&,I want to sing song ! ): .
JUSTIN BIEBER ROCKS ♥

2010-05-26T22:22:00.002+08:00

I KEEP ON FORGETTING WHAT I WANT TO BLOG ABOUT!!

What ever!! Anyway...
I wanna say sorry to all those who buay tahan my craziness over Show these few days.
.
.
.
BUT
This is not gonna end any sooner.
Cos 现在有人陪我疯罗志祥!!!!
NYAHAHHA.

Whatever people.
By the way....
DANG I FORGOT WHAT I WANT TO POST AGAIN.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO MEEEEEEE.

2010-05-16T18:59:00.001+08:00

Life is great.
Friday was superb.
Saturday was great but rush.
Sunday...was okay...I had fun watching my HK drama. ^^
Monday...great, so fast it's going to be Monday alr.
Time flies when you're having fun.
:(

Anyone wanna go KTV tmr?
^^v